So it's not Friday, but I'm writing anyway...
Hey it's me!
Just wanted to write and say hi! Well I wanted to do more then that. I wanted to vent, just about life mostly.
Wow this week has been crazy. Today is the first day we haven't had to run somewhere for something. Not that it's a bad thing to be busy but it's been so busy. And every night Josh gets home and just *has to* work on something. And then ends up getting cranky because he doesn't get as far as he wants. And the because he pushes himself he feels run down, because unlike everyone else he refused to rest when he was sick.
It's really getting rather old for me. I love that he wants to do things, and keep busy and improve the house. But the constant cranky-ness and complaining. I'm so over it.
My mom was supposed to come last weekend, and then bailed cause we were all sick. So we rescheduled for the weekend of the 20th. Not that I'm looking forward to it, but what can I do?
Also Josh's sister called last weekend and left a message only addressed to Carter and Julia. (And she also sent them an e-card.. to my email.) Maybe I'm being pety about it but it feels like she is going out of her way to contact our family but only talk to them. That is not going to go well for her. I mean they are 7 and 4. They are not teenagers, they can't decide to choose her or us. It's ridiculous.
I just feel so angry lately. I really don't like it. I have been trying to so hard to be more patient with the kids and not get flustered about things that don't matter, but it's so hard sometimes.
I'm hoping this passes soon.
On a happier note I am so excited about the trip in January!! I am going to make sure to request we get a vehicle with all wheel drive, so even if there is snow it won't be a problem. It is going to be so amazing!
Write soon.
Chica.
Just wanted to write and say hi! Well I wanted to do more then that. I wanted to vent, just about life mostly.
Wow this week has been crazy. Today is the first day we haven't had to run somewhere for something. Not that it's a bad thing to be busy but it's been so busy. And every night Josh gets home and just *has to* work on something. And then ends up getting cranky because he doesn't get as far as he wants. And the because he pushes himself he feels run down, because unlike everyone else he refused to rest when he was sick.
It's really getting rather old for me. I love that he wants to do things, and keep busy and improve the house. But the constant cranky-ness and complaining. I'm so over it.
My mom was supposed to come last weekend, and then bailed cause we were all sick. So we rescheduled for the weekend of the 20th. Not that I'm looking forward to it, but what can I do?
Also Josh's sister called last weekend and left a message only addressed to Carter and Julia. (And she also sent them an e-card.. to my email.) Maybe I'm being pety about it but it feels like she is going out of her way to contact our family but only talk to them. That is not going to go well for her. I mean they are 7 and 4. They are not teenagers, they can't decide to choose her or us. It's ridiculous.
I just feel so angry lately. I really don't like it. I have been trying to so hard to be more patient with the kids and not get flustered about things that don't matter, but it's so hard sometimes.
I'm hoping this passes soon.
On a happier note I am so excited about the trip in January!! I am going to make sure to request we get a vehicle with all wheel drive, so even if there is snow it won't be a problem. It is going to be so amazing!
Write soon.
Chica.
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